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Lightening and trust

It was raining very badly and lightning made it more scary . I was sitting in an auto it was covered with curtains I could not see anything the only thing I heard was a scary lightening sound . I was terrified. I wanted to go home badly . I was all wet , myContinue reading “Lightening and trust”

I wish I had never grown up

Why am I so hard to understand? All I do is care But I’m met with silence, disrespect and the tag : overdramatic I want to cry I want to scream But the world stays long and empty . I want to fly high So that no one can catch me. I feel caged myContinue reading “I wish I had never grown up”

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Silently standing in the rain So that no one can hear the noise within me. Is it necessary to save my dignity I have to break his heart?

Random

Lost in my thoughts Lost in my dreams Cause there I find peace Wondering why the old times went too fast Change in mind change in thoughts Did I change so much ? Maybe all I need is peace.

My own little kitchen garden

I always believed that happiness grows where you nurture it and for me it sprouted in my little kitchen garden. Every plant has a story and mine taught me patience , little joy in small things and care. Having my own little garden was my childhood dream . From growing plants to growing vegetables IContinue reading “My own little kitchen garden”

My birthday with nature

Hello everybody so this year I turn 21 . Well my birthday was almost like a month ago but I’m still not over it. It was one of the best birthdays. I was at nanital with my family. Staying at bhimtal. In a beautiful cottage with a beautiful view of mountain . It was heavenContinue reading “My birthday with nature”

Life lately

Hi everyone so I have been inactive for a long time . I was busy with my exams and stuff. So my cat exam is over and also the response sheet is out. And when I checked my cat percentile prediction it was 50. Obviously it was a bit of a heartbreak for me .Continue reading “Life lately”

Beautiful ruins

I want to run away and disappear like I never existed. Anxiety and overthinking makes me feel like a loser even though I’m not . I built my dreams brick by brick and now I’m watching it fall . I lost the diamond in myself in search of gold . Nothing is worse than watchingContinue reading “Beautiful ruins”

CAT aspirant POV

Preparing for competitive exams is like a rollercoaster of emotions. Currently I am preparing for the CAT . It is one of the toughest exams in India. And all the things are against my favour. My quants is very weak . Since childhood I have struggled in math . From the day I have startedContinue reading “CAT aspirant POV”

Letter to my younger self

16 December 2019 I still remember it was the next day of my birthday and I was so excited to go to school. I expected that everyone would wish me and it would be a great day. I asked my mom to pack 3-4 pastries for my lunch so that I could share with myContinue reading “Letter to my younger self”